Do you know why I only post about depressing stuff? Because that’s all I see. Rather, it’s the only way I react to what I see. So I think the world is going downhill because there is reason for me to believe that it’s true.
Though on a happier note, I’m going through lifestyle change. Sleep at ten, wake at six. Poop in the morning, eat three square meals a day; same time every day.
All because I want to dream lucidly.
I’ve noticed that I can only motivate myself. I won’t do things unless I want to.
Speaking of which, I’ve started trying in school this year. A bit late, right. But whatever. At least I’m trying.